I’m on a meeting at work right now, and someone’s cat is meowing so loud in the background 😀 I actually thought it was Nick for a minute, that’s how loud it was.

Took Vyvanse this morning and I feel like I can fly! Also got to workout with Bestie, for the first time in like 6 months. She doesn’t gym every day, and we haven’t managed to sync up for the last couple of weeks, so it was great to have her company even if it was not the most efficient workout. But hey, it’s Friday. She had an interesting suggestion on the Vyvanse – she said I should make the days I skip it Thursday and Friday, so that I don’t stay up too late on Friday. That is an excellent point I had not thought of, and we’ll see how it goes tonight. The reason I picked Wed/Thur is that Wednesday is cardio day, when I don’t have to get up so early because I can just do it at home. But maybe I could skip 3 days a week – Wed/Thur/Fri? But I find on the 3rd day, all the good habits really go out the window. It was interesting in that I noticed yesterday a lot of things that typically come up on the weekends – I drank a fuck ton of soda, and hardly any water. I ordered food rather than eating what I had in my house. I feel like maybe I’m being too hard on myself – like, I need this medication for a reason, and no wonder it’s a struggle when I’m not taking it. However, I think having the days off during the week, when there is still some structure to my days, is beneficial. The big thing will be if I can sleep tonight – I was up extra early today (4:30) and I have to take care of all the ponies tonight, so I think/hope physical exhaustion will help take care of that 🙂